Wednesday, October 24, 2007
The mirror
The darkness begins to set in
The blinds begin to unfurl
As I am left to myself
Abandoned by all those who term themselves my friends.
The value of the light of friendship goes unappreciated
Repent does everyone when
They begin to fear.
Fear… fear… what do people fear
I fear fear,
Every man fears what he does not understand,
I fear the darkness.
Death is the light at the end
Of a dark road.
But I cannot wait for death,
Plodding along the darkness inside of me,
I have lost sight of myself,
Become numb.
Thick is the darkness, too thick
To be penetrated by any external light.
I want to be an outsider to myself
And then judge myself,
Not be one who passes judgment on himself without observing him and
Understanding what he feels
A mirror would be the best gift I can get.
Not any mirror, but one that
Is illuminated by a light
The light of realization
I want to look at myself in the mirror in the darkness.
As the light spreads the darkness
Inside absorbing the very essence of
Joy, anger, fear developing beyond
The point of human demarcation and
The focus on one still remains
Love, the true source of joy if
At all it exists
The source of warmth if there
Is cold
The source of brightness if
There is dark
Yet a contradiction to all the above
As I gaze into those dreamy eyes
I realize the true source
Love in nothingness
A vacuum
A vacuum of love.
The pest
Eggs laid in all weird places
Drains, ditches and more
Slowly the young one’s break out
To brave the world
A world filled with hungry people
Yet here are few who never go hungry
Jeans, wood, plastic
Everything as delicious as vanilla ice- cream
They live for themselves and only for them
How very similar to our modern lives
While a nuclear bomb would kill us
The cockroach still survives
Symbols
As the day dawns
The dew on the grass glitters
The sun sparkles through the rooftops
The birds begin to chirp
The squirrels begin their search
The snake begins to crawl
The flowers bloom
The clouds begin to move
The trees begin to sway
The dew is washed away
This is the awakening of the animal
The animal we call the human
The cloud bursts
Trees fall
Flowers wither
But the sun still shines
A symbol of hope
All that’s left of our beautiful home
Coconuts
A virgin beach
A sandbank covered with coconut trees
Swaying gently to the wind
Telling the tale of change
Each sway ticking time off
The eternal clock of hope.
A rush, a whoosh and down falls
A coconut, hard and fibrous, yet soft and gentle,
I watch it slowly roll down the sandy slope
With a gentle splash it enters
It enters the oblivion of the vast ocean
I watch it bobbing in the distance
As it slowly fades into the horizon,
As a speck of hope in the horizon disappears
Another falls and begins its seemingly long and inconsequent journey…
The coconuts move on
So does time
But I still stand there
Refusing to accept oblivion
Refusing to accept change
Slowly the coconut trees are outnumbered
The coconuts reduce
The silence pierced by whirring noises made by man
One last coconut falls
And with it fades the hope for man
As the noises continue
Few realize…
The alarm has begun to ring.
breed
Time wears on
Seconds tick
Hearts beat
Bees buzz
Lizards crawl
Snakes slither
Flowers bloom
Mangoes ripen
Children awaken
Lions roar
Seeds germinate
Man rises
Builds memories
Develops paths
To what?
Hunger… poverty
Misery… illiteracy
War… sadness
Death
And still
The only
Thing we
Still do
Breed
In the misery
In the poverty
In the hunger
Breed prosperity, hunger
Breed dependence, hatred
Breed Humanity